Five Epiphanies from the Soul
Here are Five Soul Epiphanies that have arisen, thanks to my relationship with my soul and my ancestors.
If it feels good, use them as mantras throughout your day.
1. I am protected. By soul, spirit, ancestors, passed loved ones.
Do you know that sense where you feel something is in the room or someone is tapping you on the shoulder? When you turn to look, often, no one is there. I have now settled into the belief that someone is always there, but we just can’t see them so clearly in this dimension. It reminds me of a moment a few years ago when I felt a persistent feeling in my left arm. The mind worried I had a physical issue. I kept holding my left arm and looking over my left shoulder. (The left side of the body represents the feminine.) A few moments later, I received a call that a female family member had been in a grave accident. I later heard a passed loved one (who was also female) say that the feeling in my left arm was to urgently get my attention, to make sure I picked up the call. And, because you are alive, your are protected, too.
2. I am worthy. Of kindness, generosity, abundance, love, rest, and joy.
I’ve often felt like I needed to perform some action or prove myself in order to get, well, anything. In reality, and through weaving in multiple dimensions, I’ve learned that just by my very existence, I am worthy of everything. I do not have to hustle or prove or do more in order to be worthy because I am innately worthy. Because I breathe, I am worthy. Because you breathe, you are worthy, too.
3. I am love. Open, unbridled, without expectations, without reciprocity.
I am learning this lesson the hard way. Here’s the thing: I give so much in all of my relationships. I invest time and attention and focus and care into everyone in my immediate orbit. I do this as a way to feel safe (like, if I give you more, then you will not leave me.) In order to receive my parents’ love, I gave so much and did so much for them, up until near the end of their lives. And, in parallel, I turned my tendency to over-love into a need for reciprocity. I thought, “If I love you and invest in you, I need you to give it back to me in reciprocity.”
I’ve been marinating in the idea of reciprocity for a few years and I finally released it. I am pure consciousness which is pure love and I’m going to offer that love openly, wildly, without expectation and without the need for reciprocity. Certain, I will discern how I share that love—there’s no need to go all-in on those who just don’t want it—but when I radiate love, I will radiate it with no limitations and conditions. This is a part of stepping into the soul. And because you are love, you may offer that love unconditionally, too. But you do not have to, you may discern what is right for you. But just know that you are love, too.
4. I am resourced. By my body, the energy of money, through connection, through action, and rest.
I am beginning to diffuse all the stories around lack and scarcity. And it’s a beautiful thing to notice. I just know, trust, that now that I move from the soul, every one of my actions is divinely guided. And abundance—whether an abundance of love or money or time or energy—will meet me. I choose to no longer live in the mind story that money arrives in my field through hard work or effort. I choose to no longer live in the mind story that money runs out. I trust that it will arrive when I need it. Money will flow to my bank account as I pursue what I’m here to pursue, as I am guided. Certainly, I apply some strategy to how I call forth resources. But it’s 20% strategy and 80% frequency. I do not have to do more to be resourced. I have to do what is right for this soul, this body, to allow myself to be fully resourced. And you are resourced too, always, when you finally believe it.
5. I am frequency. I call forth life through my frequency of feeling good, grateful, alive, calm, and joy.
This revelation has been the most surprising. When I am radiating the frequency of love and gratitude, love and gratitude are returned to me. When I radiate the frequency of lack, stories of lack are returned to me. It is my mission to maintain a more consistent frequency, to radiate from love and authenticity, in order to call forth those aspects of life. It doesn’t mean that I avoid my sad feelings. In fact, if you know me, you know that I feel deeply. And when I sad feeling rises, I feel it, fully. I immerse myself in it. I allow it to move through me or integrate into me so that I may move on to feeling far better, far higher, frequencies as soon as I am ready. You, too, are calling forth life through your frequency. Feel good. Feel grateful. Feel the luck and wildness of being alive. You are a beacon of frequency. Radiate what you wish to receive.
